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Archive 1(no real name) and My Life
you were all that i had
and now what we had is done
and i know it has been said that
there is one person for everyone
well I guess we're still searching
but for a while i thought it was you
i dont really know what happend
i guess that the feeling fell through
you said that you just need time
and thats ok with me
maby you dont need time
but to just open your eyes so you can see
there are many things around you
weather you see me or not im here too
I will do my best to help when I can
no matter what I will be here for you
life is filled with pain
everything we do is in vain
we try to stay sane
with a crutch or walking cane
how can we be right
when all we do is cause fright
by showing off our might
life is one major blight
my life is but one
my life is nowhere near fun
my life is like a burnt out sun
my life is now done
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now what? and New Year
i know ive done everything wrong
its just really hard to something right
mainly when everything is against you
i tell you know that this is a major blight
im not sure what i have done
but, im sure that its not good
there are something not even i will do
even though i know i should
all i want is to do something right
but im all outta luck
im torn between evil and good
and my direction seems to be stuck
there directions to travel are few and
im not sure where the things ive done go
up or down, left or right, back or forward
whatever the way, i just dont know
forward im sure is a plus
back is bad that im also sure of
its left, right, up and down
that make everything tough
i look left and see evil
i look up and see black clouds
i look right and see good
i look down and see the bottom of my shrouds
which way is this?
i think im heading right
although i cant be sure
there isnt any light
please tell me what ive done
if i should do this or not
there i asked for help
ok... now what?
its a new year
time to let go of all our fear
its a new year
time to not worry about past things you year
lets forget about what happend in the past
think of this year as your last
for some it will be
but thats life you see
this year will be the beginning for some too
but in life what can you do?
other then hope it never ends
and that you will always have your friends
the thoughts all belong to you
but in this life what can you do
other then hopeing for the end
and hopeing that it befalls a friend
all you can do is hope and wait
and chose a path curved or strait
thought are something we must do
what else can we think is not true
other then worry about falling into a pit
and not know how to get out of it
there has to be more to this
isnt life supposed to be filled with bliss?
its a new year
time to be filled with fear
its a new year
take heart to everything you hear
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lost and -unnamed-
where am i?
i almost want to die
where am i going?
my path isnt showing
im out in the middle of no where
and i dont like it here and this isnt fair
i know what i can do
you were here once... i can follow you
but which way did you go?
something covered your tracks.. something i dont know
you and i were all that was here
now your gone and my company is fear
mainly fear of not getting you back
comon cut me some slack
what i did wrong i dont know
please tell me before insane i go
why did you leave in the first place?
why wont you let me see your beutiful face?
which way have you gone?
to search for the way i guess i waited to long
so please come back and help me
point me in a direction i can see
i hate not knowing where to go
i hate moving so slow
so please come back to me
your the only thing i want to see.....
There are things i shouldnt have done
i know that there is more then just one
some i dont know and some i do
for what i dont... im asking you
i do know that i shouldnt have led you on
my chances of redemption are now gone
there are probably a few things i shouldt have said
and maby i shouldnt have wished i was dead
but im really not that sure
forgetfulness is something i wish had a cure
what have i done to get you mad?
you friends was something that i once had
i dont know if i have it still
its not up to me though..its your will
you have left me in the cold
in doing so you are very bold
you know about my backround
and how i have hunted people down like a hound
you dont know how i handle payback
i take it with pride and deal it with a fast attack
i wont slowly bring you down
once i start your gunna drown
in what i use as my attack on you
but for now im not sure what ill do
i could put you on a long guilt trip
or maby just make you slip
im not to sure yet
but i know that i wont be a person youll soon forget
i wonder how long till i strike
next week? next month? maby tonight?
thats why i like timeing the fear
i like to see people scared my dear
so what are you going to do about this?
are you going to give me another random kiss?
and try to make me forget about it
no, no, no... im not that big a dumb $#!+
i realize now my rambling would probably be in vain
i dont think i can cause one person that much pain
at least not in one shot
it will take time and by then the battle could be fought
and maby the feeling will go by
i hope that i havent made you cry
but i want you to know that friends we could still be
id like to... but its not up to me
im leaving this all up to you
and i know that forgiveness is something you might not do
when you make up your mind let me know
please dont let our good friendship go
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Note to world and Dream
I had a dream last night...
and it filled me with fear
i had a dream last night
that you werent here
then i woke up and some thing hit me
what i had just dreamt about was a reality
why did i do what i did to you?
i swaear that i didnt mean too
i had a dream the night before last
it was a flash back to the past
a time when you still cared about me
i still care for you, why cant you see?
ill probably have a dream tonight
ive had past and preasant, next should be future.. now thats a fright
what will happen? i dont know.. please help me
please make the first dream a preasnt reality
so please forget about the current present and think about the past
how great it was and how our future will last....
a quick reminder to all of you
this is something you really should try to do
if your going to to be n a relationship with someone
there will be mistakes and thats no fun
so have your signifigant other let you know when a wrong is done
this will not only help you, it will help the relationship some
if they do not tell you what youve done
then the mistakes will be repeated many times to come
no one is perfect we all make a mistake or two
its human nature, this is what we do
not telling about the mistakes can really screw the relationship up
so have the one that you care about tell you whats up
dont make the same mistake twice
makeing mistakes can make your relationship get sliced
so remember what you read
before the mistakes go to your head
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