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Why me? and Tell me
How could you choose me?
why cant you just let me be?
how could you give me chase?
why am i running all over the place??
you know about my past
and how everything happend so fast
i know a little about yours
but i want to know whats at the cores
why is it that you like me?
i dont want anyone cant you see?
so please just move on
im no longer here... gone
i know you must like more
who though i cant be sure
and i really dont want to know
into thier arms is where you should go
im sorry to tell you in this way
but love is now a game that i will not play
i dont know how you could like me
i honestly dont know what you see
so please tell hear what i say
i cant be with you or anyone, there is no other way
i dont want to hurt you at all
im sorry i have to build this wall
again you know whats happend to me
i cant do this cant you see?
again i say sorry to you
but this is all that i can do.
Please look at me
and tell me what you see
there is no right or wrong answer
to me this question is a cancer
because i know what i see
when i take a look at me
i see person on the edge
whos ready to jump at anything said
i also see a bundle of fear
and a person incapable of sheding a tear
i see a person who doest care
if i could, black would be the color id wear
i was used to being alone
im reverting back, my true colors shown
i see a person with a heart of black
as well as a person ready to attack
i ask again "what do u see?"
when you take a look at me
i know you will not see my view
i know that is one thing you cannot do
your eyes arnt the same
and way to tame
if you do somehow see it my way
hell.. id be blown away
because there are other things about me
that i know i cant see
but.. i hope that you are able too
please tell me your point of view
please tell me what you see in me
i wonder what that will be
i know that there other other things about me
that i know i cant, and u can see
please tell me what they are
before i take what i see to far |
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Alone and Revenge
Alone i will always be
a single soul alone and free
there are those that think me a dope
the rest have all quit or given up hope
So alone i shall be
no one around and me caring for me
i feel as though a rope is around my neck tight
whoever tightens the rope will run in fright
a weapon i shall not use
your death will be quick i shall leave no clues
For i know the secret you see
so leave me alone and let me be
if u wish to know the secret anger me and you shall see
remember though that you cant tell a soul alone like me you shall be
you will feel no pain nor shed a tear
again i say stay away and remember your fear
alone i will always be
a single soul alone and free.
from my arm i see a lot of red
its not flowing thou.. i wonder if im dead
what made me use this knife?
it was u saying good by and screwing up my life!
please tell me i did this for good
just tell me what you should
what was the real reason you said no more?
uhh... i need to sit down.. theres the floor..
what else made me use this blade?
it was you staying away and hiding in the shade!
why did you do this to me?
i dont care any more.. just leave me be
just get away
beore i make you pay
weather its with pain
or just makeing you go insane
i know now i am dying... it is true
i wonder what you will do
when im gone and never comeing back
will you mourn and wear black?
or will you not care about what i did
because i was acting like a kid
you have no idea what you meant to me
i wonder from which way i will see
you from weather from above or below
my hate will still show
my hate for what you have done
for now i know that you were not the one
why am i doing this?
getting a knife and cutting my wrist
maby i should just use the knife on you
ill just wrap up my arm.. thats what ill do
once the room stops spinning
it will be you i will be visiting
your door you had better lock
it is now a race against the clock
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Never
what reason do you have to be afraid of me?
just because i was mad and wrote something?
i just was mad you see
its me against the world, not just anything
the world can be very creul
it gives and takes
and makes you feel like a fool
it has typhoons and earthquakes
but that means nothing since i found out your scared of me
to this i dont know what to say
i look around and your all i see
then i see a look in your eyes that says "go away"
if only i knew writing would bring this
i might still have that chance you gave
heh.. i still remember our first kiss
but i screwed it up, i wish i was in my grave
there i go with my usual ways
saying things that bring fear
and screwing up my chance for the rest of my days
i guess you were saying things that i couldnt hear
but please, all i want you to know
is that i can never hurt you
no matter what the world will throw
at me my care for you will always be true
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