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Un named and Help
all the pain ive caused is now over
im going to take everything a little slower
all the pain youve cause is now gone
the hate is over, time for fun
i am now breaking free
of the spell that you cast on me
your backlash is gunna be hell
i really hope you dont take it well
payback is a blast
i know how to make it last
my plan already thought through
now i just have to take aim at you
the target is found
and no one else is around
no one can you scream
or how my blade will gleam
a blade, no thats not what ill get
not a balde, even better yet
ill do something that you wouldnt think of me doing
now i just have to find a way of showing
showing what ill do
what can i do to you?
i know exactly what needs to be done
something that will make joy come to everyone
i can sit and just wonder why
or i can just leave and say good bye
just turn my back and walk away
thats a good idea, what do u say?
where did everyone go?
i saw them but i just dont know
i saw a new face
one that they followed all over the place
i did too
i do what they do
i turned my back
and the new face did a sneak attack
takeing my friends away from me
how did this new face blind them to me?
ive been there for when they need it
now most of them treat me like $#¡â€
i know what i did that turned them away
im just not to sure on what to say
i didnt mean what was said before
i just dont know how to make u sure
i dont know what u saw in me
because now i hear is "leave me be!"
i wont its as simple as that
but you avoid me like a rabid cat
i feel like a new born whelp
and all im asking for is your help
cant you see thats all
but now its too late and ive begun my fall
nothing can help me
there is nothing i can see
nothing can stop me
so now i say to you, leave me be.
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woo hoo.. picked the pen back up!
whats the reason
why am i here
i want to be far away
to relieve my fear
this place is no longer safe
i must leave the danger
before it consumes me
i must go to a place safer
i feel threatand
a shadow around me
paranoia is kicking in
it feels as thou i will run forever
the fear and paranoia taking control
i must supress what i feel
im constantaly scared
I Must remember that none of it is real.
im sinking deeper into myself
i have no outward sight
im sinking deeper into deperession
again im loesing my inner fight
i was takin out of this whole before
id love to say i did it alone
but i did have help
through the darkness a hand was seen
and reached down to get mine
a beatiful and trusting face was seen
now the face is fading
the light loesing its gleam
my vision is turning dark
ive fallen out of the light
even though no light is shining
i still have sight
trial by error
trial by fire
tests of frienship
love and desire
a trial of error
an attempt at love
a fulre of ht eheart
an error from above
a trial of fire
set for a test of friendship
a failure of trust
an error of the lip
a trial of life
an endless desire
a failure at living
an error that now lights a funeral pyre
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